Omg, I’m cousin It!

I love my family! I may be partial but I think they are pretty awesome. It was so nice to get together with everyone, I didn’t realize how much I missed everybody until seeing them today. Unconditional love is one of those things that no one should take for granted. Sitting around that table, talking and laughing was wonderful. Then there was that moment when my little cousin(who is now a grown woman) looked at me like I was the greatest thing since sliced cheese. I love my M, I waited so long for another girl, I’m pretty sure that I was the happiest in the family when she was born. Here is the part where I am confused, why the hell does that make me feel less than?  I am so proud of the woman that she has become and so happy that she did not choose the road less traveled. I am constantly stressing to my kids how important family is, I think today I finally figured out why.  I have made so many mistakes and my foot tends to live in my mouth, I don’t even know what I’m going to say before I say it and you know what?  My family loves me anyway!  Maybe I will end up being the crazy lady with all of the cats, but for now I’m the humbled cousin in tears because my family loves me no matter what….That makes me pretty damn lucky!

About dragonflyzia

I am just a woman finally accepting that I was never meant to be in the box. I don't fit into any stereotypes, please don't try and label me, that doesn't work either. I am embracing my uniqueness in ways that are new and challenging to me, so that I may continue to grow and never stop learning.
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