Ask and You Shall Receive

I was feeling a little bit depressed last night.  I am at a time in my life where I have to face things that I have been running from for years.  If you knew me you would know that when I get overwhelmed I become quite “the spaz”. I am admitting that I am not controlling my life, it is controlling me. I can’t do everything by myself and my teenagers are not always so helpful.  In my mad dash through Target today a book caught my eye, which at the speed I was going was an accomplishment in itself.  “The Happiness Project”, what a concept and it was exactly what I needed at this stage of the game.  I am almost halfway through the book, I have cleaned out my closet and went through every dresser drawer in my bedroom.  I have always battled with clutter and I have been trying to simplify for awhile.  For some reason this book has given me my “shit or get off the pot” moment.  I can’t move forward until I get this house and me in some kind of order.  I have made some pretty big changes in the last year or so and they have all been positive, but I have fallen into a lull and I am not liking it.  I need to get off of my ass and take some action, any action as long as it is a step in the right direction.

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About dragonflyzia

I am just a woman finally accepting that I was never meant to be in the box. I don't fit into any stereotypes, please don't try and label me, that doesn't work either. I am embracing my uniqueness in ways that are new and challenging to me, so that I may continue to grow and never stop learning.
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