Did you ever have one of those moments when you knew this is not the life you are supposed to be living? I’m not talking about the fantasies of a perfect house and job, or maybe I am. Maybe just maybe I have no idea what the heck I’m talking about, yep I bet that’s it. Anybody who has read my posts know that I intensely dislike my job, I swear it’s trying to suck my soul right out of me. Yes I’m aware that I am being overly dramatic, but it is really kicking my ass! I always bring something with me to read at lunch, so I can escape from optical reality, usually it’s a book. Today I brought the new Mary Jane’s Farm magazine. I bought it last night but didn’t get to look at it because I was canning salsa right up until bedtime. I find such inspiration from this publication, the beautiful stories of transformation. Women who leave the corporate world to follow their dreams and succeed. Why can’t that be me? I am a big ole chicken first off, and I haven’t found my thing yet. I lack the discipline and motivation, at least that’s what I tell myself. I am so emotionally exhausted from work most days that I can barely keep up with the stuff I have to do let alone what I want to do. Yes, I’m still a dog chasing her tail. I’m no longer at point A, but I’m still searching for point B, and in no way am I following a straight line.
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Straight lines are highly overrated. Instead of chasing your tail, maybe you’re really just taking a final look around before you move forward. 🙂
I hope you are right. I am trying to look at things differently, I never considered your perspective before. I like it! 🙂