This is totally on the fly and no time for proof reading, so forgive my mistakes. When I woke up this morning all I could think about was that I had been found out. My cousin ,blog, email,yadda yadda. This was just for me, nobody was supposed to know unless I told them. It’ll be ok if it’s just her, I know she won’t say anything if I ask her not to, but if she already has I am so screwed. I’ll have to delete and start all over again. I really don’t wanna do that.
On my way to work a lone goose flew over my van, I should have turned around then. Wings, feathers, I don’t know I just relate. They mate for life and they are always together, so it bothers my when I see one without the rest of it’s family. As an added bonus they remind me of my mom, fly away home the movie, mary chapin carpenter the song ( my biggest Im gonna cry like a baby trigger). I get to work and before I even punch in I find out that one of the guys I work with his ex wife died last night. 31yrs old and three little girls left behind 12,9 and 2. It’s just horrible, I lost my mom when I was 31 and it was terrible. These girls were just robbed and it’s not fair. I’m gonna take my tear streaked face and my crying nose back to work and try and get through this day. We are all crying for those little girls today. That is way worse than a family member finding out your secret.