Honestly….why do I bother? The job offer that I was so excited about turns out to just be another ploy. Is there a job? Yes. The reason there is a job is because nobody can work with J. The only reason I was interviewed was because somebody was thinking this was a chance to get in my pants. What is WRONG with people?
When I say I am not interested…please take my words at face value. I am not playing hard to get, really I’m not. I am happy that playing the money card usually works for you, but it doesn’t work on me. Please go find somebody who actually cares, there are a lot of gold diggers out there, go find one.
Money does not equal happiness, it may make things easier but in the end it’s just money. Why do all guys see no as a challenge? I really mean no, why is that a big deal? Playing the money card when you know it doesn’t phase me, I don’t get it. Should I get a shirt made with neon letters that says “I am not going to sleep with you!”
Why can’t people just be real? Most times people don’t get me….good it keeps them on their toes. It’s the people who don’t know how to be real that scare me. A girl I work with, M, couldn’t tell the truth if her life depended on it. She is making a huge deal out of her boyfriend spending 250.00 on a pair of earrings because she has never had a good pair. First of all I would have to bitch slap any man who would waste 250.00 on a pair of earrings. Second of all it wasn’t that long ago he was drunk and tried to throw a tv on her…yep I’m the crazy one. I’m not judging, it wasn’t that long ago that I was in love with an asshole, but nobody ever tried to throw a tv on me.
I’m just so tired of dealing with this crap! Isn’t there anybody left out there that is authentic? Where did all of the real people go? I don’t want to live in a world surrounded by Kens and Barbies and trolls oh my! Is it just me? Why does it bother me that people don’t seem to have morals anymore? Why can’t I just be me and you be you? Not the you that you are pretending to be, but the real you.
I am afraid of a lot of things but being me is not one of them. I have said it before you either like me or you don’t, in the end it’s not my problem. Everyday I am me…..I dare you to be you!