Who knew things could get worse? So as I am writing right now at this moment, over attached guy that is an account is on my phone calling to say good night? This is after I thought my day couldn’t get any worse, when will I learn not to tempt the fates? Why me? How the hell do I get myself into these things?
This is on top of me being offered the office manager position. Yes, I took a promotion in a job that I can’t stand. Judge me if you must but hey I have to be there anyway so I might as well take two dollars more per hour until I find something better, right?
Take a promotion and those assholes you work with become ‘intensified”. It is very sad to say that I still let them get to me. I could walk away tomorrow and never see these people again and not think about them ever, and yet I still let them get to me today. I am going to have to come up with some kind of super shield, I just don’t think smudging is going to cut it. This energy is beyond negative, it’s black and icky, and completely draining.
I am currently stuck in the damned if you do and damned if you don’t loop and it is no fun at all!See this sweet card….an optician sent it to me. One of the queen assholes picked it up and said “oh who sent ‘us’ a card?” She was then offended because it was for me, well geez answer the phone and help somebody more than once and maybe you’ll get a card too.
It was a very long and draining day, so a trip to Sam’s Club on the way home is probably what sent me over the “tear edge”. Thank goodness I waited until after to have my little how the hell did I get here break down. I did buy a pretty piece of future spring while I was there. This smile will bloom pink and only cost me $4.00, and I can plant the bulbs for next year.Well, it is hard to see that it is a tulip and I apologize for all that is going on in the background. I will get a better picture when it blooms. Maybe I should have called this post “tears and tulips”?
I hope wherever you are when you read this….that you are having a much better day!