Must Not Panic

everything will work outI really can’t help it it’s in the blood!  I had a mandatory meeting tonight for my daughters trip to DC. It’s hard enough to let her go….and then there are things going on in the news……and then they tell us about the drug dogs sniffing the luggage after we drop it of…yikes.  What the hell kind of world do we live in!?  72 hours that’s all I have to worry in overdrive for, maybe I should change the day I am due for hair color?

I worry about the fact that I am working on a sinking ship. That ship is sinking faster and faster everyday. Sometimes I think that the people I work with are clueless…how can they not see what is going on around them?  It gets worse every single day.

My brother was over yesterday, he worries about me….he has the same gene. I think he would be happy if I found someone so he wouldn’t have to worry about me…..boys, what can I say?  He even threw out the other day about my high school boyfriend is some CPA in Pittsburgh…ya so!  Grrrrr What year is this?  I should judge boys as to how much money they can earn?  Whatever!!!  I don’t talk to boys at all so na na na na naaaa naaa!!  I always end up ok, I can take care of myself.

I think the world wastes a lot of time worrying about things that cannot be changed. The people who should worry don’t care, and the people who care, worry too much, what a viscous circle!

I know that I am an over protective parent, I can’t help it and I won’t apologize for it. I will always worry and then I will want to feed you.  I inherited it from my paternal grandmother…you must eat and then I will be happy 🙂

About dragonflyzia

I am just a woman finally accepting that I was never meant to be in the box. I don't fit into any stereotypes, please don't try and label me, that doesn't work either. I am embracing my uniqueness in ways that are new and challenging to me, so that I may continue to grow and never stop learning.
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2 Responses to Must Not Panic

  1. Just breathe and have faith. This father worries just as much about my sons.

  2. Thanks, I know….it’s just so hard sometimes…sigh. Other people have lived through this stuff, right? The first instinct we have when we enter this world is to breathe, it’s weird now that I have to remind myself to do so.

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