Freedom?

It’s official, I’m old! My baby turned 16 today……me at 16…couldn’t wait for my freedom that came with my license…..my daughter…..dragging her there to get her permit?????? I don’t get it! My son is almost 18 and still doesn’t drive? Did I fail them…or is it generational?

I am trying to just roll with it…the hermit summer….the not wanting a party when it should be happening……maybe next week mom…..grrrr

I took her to school this morning and came home and crashed till about 10…I must have needed it.  I laid there an extra 1/2 hour just thinking.  I thought a lot about my banter with my doctor, he made some valid points. I considered it on and off through out the day. I was just coming around to acknowledging the validity of his statements until I watched this….safe-harbor-movie-2013-nicholas-sparks-6017

I stand by my previous statement …….boys are bad…….I am so glad I am good at keeping my shields up. To think I was considering loosening them up……temporary insanity! I am over it!

Loneliness is a temporary feeling, and itches eventually go away. What was I thinking?

Now that I have a cd player in my car, I have been pulling out some old ones…

His voice ……this song…..you could hear the pouting of his lips….a song meant to seduce a nation….it still gives me goose bumps….even as i mock it as “horse hooey”.

All of these little things presenting themselves leads me to stick to the conclusion…..I am better off by myself. To think I was almost persuaded…..still a sucker…..that’s me.

I really enjoyed myself with PT last night. I volunteered to serve one of the nights of the next dinner theater (non profit organization) It was like Goodwill heaven in the  costume retrieval area. One of the actors asked me what I did in the real world, I told him the Dante story with my hands flying and he says “Oh so you are not new to theater?” and I said “I am but I am also overly dramatic and I can’t help that I talk with my hands!” and he said “Oh you will fit right in!” I really did enjoy myself and can’t wait to see what comes from this!

Happy Weekend….Zia! 🙂

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About dragonflyzia

I am just a woman finally accepting that I was never meant to be in the box. I don't fit into any stereotypes, please don't try and label me, that doesn't work either. I am embracing my uniqueness in ways that are new and challenging to me, so that I may continue to grow and never stop learning.
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2 Responses to Freedom?

  1. I think it is a generational thing my oldest was in no rush either

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