Merry Christmas!

I am relieved to an extent that it is all over…is that wrong? I love the holiday season….I listen to the music, I bake the cookies and I buy/wrap the presents….part of me is relieved.

I live my life everyday playing the Pollyanna side of life…it’s not always easy!http://

I really do feel like this some times….why do people always try and make you feel bad for being positive?

I hope all of you are having a great holiday! I had a mini breakdown last night…I don’t know why. Driving home in the dark I thought I was safe, but the girl noticed. Was it purely the fact that the boy cracked his tablet in less than 5 hrs? I’m not sure, but it was rough! Most days I can pull off Pollyanna…..but not all.

I have said it before and I will say it again…..change is coming, and it hurts my belly. Twice this week I have pulled the bat card (Jamie Sams Animal Totem Cards) which means rebirth. You can’t have a rebirth if you don’t have a death….just because you know it’s coming, doesn’t mean you will know where it lands……WP_20131114_004

My uncle really liked the family history project…

My dad said nothing…and I haven’t heard from my aunt. My aunt is busy with a new grand baby…..my father was two feet a way…I know I am too hard and expect too much from people….whatever. I am what I am, and that is what I will always be! I try not to expect anything from anybody and yet I always end up disappointed.

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My uncle carves these amazing ornaments every year….I could really dedicate an entire tree…….if I had…..a library, to put said tree. I think this one is my favorite!

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The girl bought me this….which would also be awesome in a library!

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Every time I think that I should get rid of all of the crown bottles that people have give me….I use them. I know that I have made bath salts in these before….but I repeated myself this year…it that bad?

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I went to the laundromat today….$31.00 and 2 hrs later…I got a lot of laundry done!  The drain is still backing up and now I know why…..I am going to have to fight the county…fun times ahead, I know. I really thought I would be alone, but a lady showed up, so it shot my theory.

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When I came home from the laundromat I had this picture in my yard, times three of crows……yeppers…something is coming!

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I am always chasing the sunrise/sunset….or rainbows…or both. Maybe I really am broken…..Zia

 

 

About dragonflyzia

I am just a woman finally accepting that I was never meant to be in the box. I don't fit into any stereotypes, please don't try and label me, that doesn't work either. I am embracing my uniqueness in ways that are new and challenging to me, so that I may continue to grow and never stop learning.
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