Feeling……..Unsatisfactory

How much is me? How much is my environment? How much is the crawling out of my skin a factor? Is it possible to survive two more years while my daughter finishes high school? I’m not so sure….

This is how my day started….FullSizeRender(11)

This was the road in the best condition….like they didn’t know that it was coming. I am so over this area!

I had a nice dinner with SB and she was encouraging me to move towards her five year goal….we will see. What is in this zip codeΒ  29575…..or within an half an hour or so? I am trying to talk the girl into home schooling…she is not falling for it…ugh! Maybe it is because my protection order is up in a little over a year? Maybe? I don’t know…..I just know that I am ready to move on.

These were these planters at the artisan festival that I fell in love with…..but could not justify spending the money. SB took apart a hummingbird feeder and added parts of an old chandelier and made me one of those trendy plant starters that I lusted after….IMG_0601

I will hit up my aunt for a cutting to put in this beauty. She also bought me my yearly Philosophy body stuff….that I would never buy for myself. Now when I get out of the shower I will smell like a tasty cookie!IMG_0603

We canceled book club because the weather sucks…hopefully next Friday will be better.

I did get a little organizing done when I came home…not much but some. I really do look at everything like I have to move it…..that helps. My neighbor’s crazy girlfriend text me about how she cleared my driveway for me……I text her back about how much trouble the boy was in for not doing it first. I am not paying her when I have a teenage boy to shovel………It makes me feel like the Cockroach did all of those years ago. What’s her addiction? I have no idea…..don’t even care…..just want to run screaming from Ohio!

Today is definitely an I want to escape my life day……Zia

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About dragonflyzia

I am just a woman finally accepting that I was never meant to be in the box. I don't fit into any stereotypes, please don't try and label me, that doesn't work either. I am embracing my uniqueness in ways that are new and challenging to me, so that I may continue to grow and never stop learning.
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4 Responses to Feeling……..Unsatisfactory

  1. Victo Dolore says:

    The text was handled very well! πŸ™‚

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