I have had way too many random thoughts lately….seriously…I’m all over the place!
I have been thinking about my girls night out on and off for a few months and here is the thing….I don’t want to do it anymore. So I am not going to do it this year. Don’t get me wrong…the Solstice fire is a go, but there won’t be a party. When it comes down to it there are maybe five people that I would consider inviting. I am not putting hours into invitations or cd’s anymore…this party’s time has passed. It’s better to end it after lucky thirteen…that’s a long time. I decided tonight, fire yes….party no.
I feel a relationship coming….I can’t explain it and I know that it is no one that I know, but it’s coming. My biggest struggle with yoga (apart from my weak core) is the heart openers…I fight those every step of the way….but it’s still coming. Damn it!
I really need the girl to get busy with turning the dirt in the garden….I am going to meet the doctor on May 21st to pick up my plants. I am trying to make more of the space near the garden since it is in the fenced part of the yard….and I am not hiding in the house another summer……I hate the feeling that I am being watched….especially when I know it to be true. It’s a thought and I will give it my best try…
I know that I have complained about the girl who does my hair color and I keep going back because usually with color she does a nice job but this time, she didn’t even do that right. Price or no price I need to find an alternative in three weeks or less. I have an overdue appointment to get it cut tomorrow and I will double check their prices while I am there.
This song reminds me a little of how I feel and holy crap look how young The Boss is……
Changes…..that’s all I seem to do lately, is change…..Zia