It’s always about the wings…..funny thing how I am afraid of heights. For about the last week I keep getting that “losing your stomach” feeling for no reason. I don’t know what you call it but ever since I was little if my mom took that hill too fast my brothers and I would “lose our stomachs”. It’s a random sensation, maybe it means nothing, but it does keep happening.
Today was a rough one at work because statements went out this weekend and this morning came close to the horror that was the lab. (notice how it was only the morning and just close)I still don’t know everything and I have become complacent with everything that I have learned….I don’t like not knowing. By the next statement day I will know more. I am still so grateful that I found this job. 🙂
I am still feeling this one, but when it came to Savasana ….I wasn’t asleep and I am not sure where I was but the image of an eagle came to me. I was outside in the morning practicing (which let’s be real this girl loves her sleep) and an eagle landed on my fence. I would probably shit a feather if that really happened but in my head it was there. I just told all of you so it has stuck with me….
Wings are everywhere I turn, dragonflies were all over when I was planting the garden, robins are prevalent wherever I am, I keep seeing the big bumble bees,I love the hawk that lives in my woods, a turkey ran in front of my car the other day and now the eagle. How many people just rolled their eyes and said “this girl is crazy?”
Maybe I am crazy but I am also feeling very scattered lately. I know what I want to do and I just suck at time management and haven’t figured it out yet……Zia