I finally went online and completed the credit counseling required for bankruptcy. The course was on a timer and since I read fast, I was able to update a few of my balances. Whoa it was more than I thought it was and I don’t have a damn thing to show for it. It’s a very sad state of affairs. It wasn’t easy to look at but I did it…I really do keep doing stupid things….what’s wrong with me? Too many things to list, I know.
Oh, before I forget…Happy Birthday Blondie xoxo I love you my dear friend.
The kids left for their dads again….for another week. I am pretty booked already, thank goodness. Sometimes I get so bored, when they were little, I painted everything that didn’t move. I have so much that I need to be preparing for and all I want to do….is anything that isn’t here. I do avoidance really well…..always have.
I have been thinking of places to walk by myself the last few weeks and except for the rural cemetery I couldn’t think of anything. I even tossed around the idea of walking early with the mall walkers but I’m not confident in the security of the mall. I need to do something more.
Action is the theme of this post….I need to do more, moving forward, running from reality….no it’s more depressing in a way. This is just another thing that I have to “get through”….Zia