Sometimes I think that there must be something wrong with me? Everything is so uncertain and I’m really not that stressed. I know it will work out….I just don’t know how yet, blind faith…I’m good at that. I went to a local car dealership today, they are my only hope in a reliable car…if this doesn’t work I will have to keep my fingers crossed for a decent beater. There is really only one car in the running for my credit and payment limit….I’m surprised I have any options in the middle of a bankruptcy.
It’s a 2009 and I honestly don’t even know what color it is but I picked red because it’s my favorite car color. The only bad thing…..there aren’t a whole lot of these around. With the Kia there are a million of them in the alien green around town…..it’s a stupid Cockroach thing, I’m afraid to stand out too much. At this stage of the game beggars can’t be choosers and I have no idea when they are coming to take this car.
I know that everything will work out, some moments are just better than others.
I think that the energy of the full moon is extra intense this month….or it could just be me? I am glad tomorrow is Friday……Zia