Note To Self….


Another good one would be “don’t become complacent” Do you remember yesterday when I was all “I have the weekend blah, blah, blah? ” Well….I received a call from my attorney and it was after hours….Kia called to arrange a pick up…..  I am not doing anything until I talk to my attorney tomorrow but holy hell….does this mean I don’t get the weekend? I have no idea how fast this works but I’m not ready for this. Yes I know I “chose” to give the lease up, but really do I know what the hell I am doing? Absolutely not!

I did see another dragonfly today, this time at work. It looks like a big speck in the first photo but in the second you can kind of see it at the top.IMG_1886FullSizeRender(70)

Two dragonflies in two days…..

So other than the car thing I was awfully cranky today…..enough with this PMS, let’s get on with the MS-ing!

I am going to throw a tip out there…….if you need to get in to your eye doctor really quick, please start with “my eye is falling out” not with  “well I missed my June appointment” I know it was because I am extremely cranky….but come on…work with me people. It would be different if we didn’t have so many people cry wolf and want a refraction. It’s just not right, and sadly those with the detached retinas are the ones who aren’t in a hurry to come in. I know it’s disappointing that we are scheduling a month out but geez….ever try and reschedule an OB GYN appointment?  It’s the same thing…..we are a specialist. Yes I am cranky, even I don’t like me right now.

The boy and I did some running around tonight. I picked up the girls phone card from Walmart (just in case I don’t have a car when it expires) and we hit the grocery store. We came home and unloaded and then ran up to the liquor store to get more boxes. We loaded at least fifteen and I am happy to report….they are all full now.  At least one step a day towards my future, that is my goal.

While I was packing things up I was watching a documentary on Frank, I had no idea he was married to Mia Farrow? That was probably the most shocking thing I saw, then there was the bit about the Kennedys which started a nice little argument with the girl. She thinks he was a great man and president, and I am not a fan.  Trust me I would much rather have this argument over one about boys.

It was a really long day and I’m not sure how long I can hold off the car repossession, and yes I still don’t have a plan. Talk about a hot mess……Zia


About dragonflyzia

I am just a woman finally accepting that I was never meant to be in the box. I don't fit into any stereotypes, please don't try and label me, that doesn't work either. I am embracing my uniqueness in ways that are new and challenging to me, so that I may continue to grow and never stop learning.
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