I am not sure what today was all about but I felt like I wasn’t where I was supposed to be? How long have I been saying that I like my job? How lucky I am to work for a great doctor? Maybe it was first day back blues? I have no idea where this feeling is coming from but all day long I felt like I wasn’t supposed to be there.
Maybe it’s because it was a day of viciously mean patients? Although I felt that way the minute I walked through the door…before any patients.Is this because I started working with Sei He Ki? Did I spend too much time in my head this weekend? Don’t worry I am not going to do anything crazy but the next couple of days are going to determine whether or not I start looking for a new job. This is a weird development on the third day of the new year…….Zia