No Coincidences…..

It can start by someone being drawn to something that you created, but in the end there are no coincidences…..A patient a couple of weeks ago was taken with my book page flower topiary. So much so that she wants me to make something custom. We met at my favorite coffee house after work.

I will always be amazed at the connections I find with people. She said it to me later in a text, “I feel like we have been friends for a long time.”  I feel very positive about the connection, it feels very “meant to be”, we were supposed to connect. I got there before her but only by five minutes. I hung out with Frank while I waited….

The piece I am making for her is more of a “in memory of” and she had both of us crying for a while. I am already emotionally attached to this piece and I haven’t even started making it.  Choosing between an unborn child and it’s mother has to be devastating….I can’t even imagine. The image of that teeny tiny baby gripping his father’s finger and his whole hand is barely the size of the father’s finger nail….that image is burned into my memory forever. It’s so sad….. I will post pictures when the project is complete.

Last night I had another crazy moon dream. This time I was in the basement of what I believe to be my high school, only it wasn’t. It felt like high school but I know that physically it wasn’t. I was hiding in the basement….specifically from a ginger boy. I manged to not be discovered there. Next scene I am in my bed pretending to be asleep. If I am asleep that will pass me by and leave me alone. I am guessing the “they” is who I was hiding from. I was dragged awake and taken to the large lunch room where everyone was sitting cross legged as if they were around a long table…only there was no table. I sat near the head of the table by people who were speaking a language that I didn’t understand. It made me very uncomfortable and then I woke up. Mountain Woman again thinks that this is a Kundalini based dream and the basement is the root chakra. I have no idea and am looking forward to a complete night’s sleep, hopefully in the near future.

I do understand the letting go and while I understand it…it doesn’t mean that it is easy. Rafiki keeps coming to mind lately, this scene especially…..

Maybe I should make it my new mantra?  It speaks to me on many levels, maybe I can get a pocket Rafiki? I can pull him out when I need him to yell at me/remind me that things are in the past.  Everything feels like it has been building up to tomorrow, hopefully I have what it takes to release everything that no longer serves me…..Zia

About dragonflyzia

I am just a woman finally accepting that I was never meant to be in the box. I don't fit into any stereotypes, please don't try and label me, that doesn't work either. I am embracing my uniqueness in ways that are new and challenging to me, so that I may continue to grow and never stop learning.
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