I’ll Be Right Back…..

“I’ll be right back” is what I said to the girl on my way out the door….I was heading on over to KB’s to drop off an essential oil order and a book page teacup order. I was planning on dropping the stuff off, having a quick chat, and then heading back home. It’s been a long week and this girl is tired!

I walked into KB’s and her friend and her mom were halfway through the first Outlander episode. Needless to say I am just getting home three hours later….I couldn’t stop. There is nothing like watching this show with someone who has never seen it before. KB’s mom has never watched it and it was so much fun watching her fall in love with Jamie.I could watch those first episodes any day of the week. I’ve read the first book in the series at least four….maybe five times over the last sixteen years. It’s definitely one of my favorites.

Tonight was a very nice unplanned distraction, its been a rough week. From spider dreams to computer updates….it’s been a heck of a week! Wednesday night I had an AccessBars session with my friend V. I was overdue for sure. We spent the first hour catching up and talking about different things we are currently going through. I have a hard time keeping my mind clear sometimes during a session like this and this was one of those nights. So I told myself “focus on Grandmother Spider, what is she trying to tell me?” I barely completed my thought when a red tail hawk flew by her window yelling fiercely. I’m not an an expert on birds but I know a red tail when I hear one and ever since my mom died I have associated the red tail to my mother. She clearly wants to tell me something. V suggested that I journey about it but I am not comfortable journeying by myself intentionally. It has happened on it’s own a couple of times and I’m not comfortable with that either.

During my session salty liquids fell from the corners of my eyes…what? I wasn’t crying but tears were happening. This full moon in Scorpio is trying to kill me….it’s making me feel “the feels” whether I want to or not….insert pouting face!

I have lots to get done this weekend so I am going to try really hard not to let the dreary weather get me down….next week is supposed to be beautiful, I am holding on to that hope…..Zia


About dragonflyzia

I am just a woman finally accepting that I was never meant to be in the box. I don't fit into any stereotypes, please don't try and label me, that doesn't work either. I am embracing my uniqueness in ways that are new and challenging to me, so that I may continue to grow and never stop learning.
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