Do you ever feel like an outsider in your own life? This has been a very strong feeling all week. I feel like I am a square peg and my life is a round hole. When you have kids to support you do what you have to…what you need to do. Normally this isn’t a problem and I don’t know what makes this week different?
I think I have come a long way over the years and have had many small victories but it’s still just the tip of the ice burg….this is only the beginning. I have been struggling all week to come up with a way to describe my feelings and this square peg analogy is the best I could come up with.
How does one even go about changing this? Can you outgrow your life? Why now? What is sparking this? I need to focus and meditate on all of this or it will make me crazy…..Zia