Unexpected Sunday

I had some pretty solid plans for yesterday or so I thought. I woke up early so I could go to PT’s for breakfast….I had been looking forward to it all week. It was the full moon so the first thing I did was take down the old and put up a new crystal grid. That Merlinite stone is something. I have said it before but whoa….just whoa.

I went about my business of getting ready when I grabbed my straightener. It was cool. My first thought was “great…it’s dead” then I looked a little closer and it was turned off. I am the only one who uses it and I never turn it off. I remember thinking how strange it was and before I could attempt to do my hair the power went out. It was out for at least two hours. PT lives five minutes away, I could have grabbed a clip and been on my way. If it wasn’t for the weirdness of the straightener I would have went. I took it as a sign that I should stay home.

I decided to use the power outage to my advantage and dragged 2/3rds of the pictures from the basement. The girl couldn’t bail on me since she had nothing to distract her. I purged a little but the separating is done, which will make it easier to purge duplicates and organize. This is a small view of the mess…

Once the power came back on I ran to Target. I needed to make a feminine hygiene product run and it’s the only reason I left the house.  I have to go to Target because they have the organic chemical free products that I like. We took an hour and fifteen minute break ( I set a timer) in the neighbor’s beautiful pool and then I went back to work. I lost the girl for the most part once the power came back on.

I’m not sure exactly what happened when I was going through those pictures but I decided that I wanted to make peace with my cheating sister in law. Gasp…I know. I still don’t like how she went about things or the money my brother had to pay her to get the divorce but ….just but. She didn’t know he was gay when she cheated on him…grr, but she knew something wasn’t right. I went into full over protective sister mode and shut her down every time she tried to say anything to me. We were pretty close once upon a time. I haven’t reached out to her yet but I will….soon. It’s not like we will be BFF’s and to be honest I don’t know if anything will come of it?  What she did was wrong and now I can see that my harsh judgement was as well. This forgiving stuff is hard! Do you guys think I’m crazy? It certainly threw my brother when I talked to him last night.

Last night I had some pretty intense dreams….that made no sense at all. The first was of a swirling steamy body of water that I knew was “the source” and the second was me picking out of three options for a new planter type thing in my sacred garden.  The cat who usually sleeps at my feet  unless I am sick was laying on my arm and giving kitty kisses. He’s an energy junky which makes sense today. Mountain Woman says I got a major download last night. It was very strange and I have no explanation so I will take hers I guess. I did wake up more energetic than usual, especially for a Monday.

Yesterday Tiny posted something to my wall on Facebook. It seemed innocent enough? My first thought was “hey….how did this go right to my timeline?” I have it set up so I have to approve it. I changed my settings so now nobody can post to my timeline. Then he proceeds to have a conversation with Mountain Woman under said post. The post which I manually removed from my timeline by the way. It was about The Outsiders. He said something about Ralph Macchio…..I think he was comparing himself to him? This is not working out….I said I would have conversations…not be stalked out on Facebook. I only agreed to have “conversations” because of Mountain Woman. Every time he Facebook messages me I cringe….how do I get myself out of this mess? I am sure he is a nice guy but I am not interested…even a little bit. How did I get myself into these mess?

I did get a nice surprise at work today. Look at what BV bought me….

Normally I wait until the first day of Fall to put up Halloween decorations but this one is too cute to not put up now. It’s funny because the girl and I just talked about putting up Halloween stuff yesterday. It’s so cute and darn….I forgot to fluff the bow before I took the picture. Imagine the bow not smashed and enjoy the cuteness of this little hat that I love! This on top of the fresh tomato goodness from her garden. She is too good to me!

This has been quite a couple of days over here, a lot of surprises and unexpected emotions….Zia

About dragonflyzia

I am just a woman finally accepting that I was never meant to be in the box. I don't fit into any stereotypes, please don't try and label me, that doesn't work either. I am embracing my uniqueness in ways that are new and challenging to me, so that I may continue to grow and never stop learning.
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