I started my Sunday with a whopper of a dream….nightmare really.
I was at my Grandmother’s house, sleeping in the bed that I slept in when I was in junior high on the weekends. While I was sleeping I heard a sinister voice and I am not using the D word…call me superstitious but ghosts are bad enough let’s not delve lower to the more scary entities. Right after I heard the voice the sleep paralysis came. This was different because I didn’t physically feel it because I was dreaming it. A dream in a dream if you will. While I was struggling in my dream I went old school Catholic and was reciting the our father and I couldn’t remember it all. (When I am experiencing sleep paralysis this is not how I fight it, I use white light which has worked so far) When that didn’t work I went to the hail Mary which did work but I couldn’t remember all of it either. While I was fighting to wake up in the dream about a dream there was a curtain. In my dreaming mind it was a curtain to a closet, the reality is…that it’s the curtain in my bedroom.
Skip to the next scene where I am making the bed while telling the girl about the dream. When I was locking all of the windows (I have no idea why?) I could hear the girl’s phone and it sounded like the beginning of a Rob Zombie song. It was about 666. I asked the girl “did you draw those numbers?” She said “no, I googled it.” Then there were other things coming out of the phone “you will never have any money”, “you will never amount to anything” and I can’t remember what the other one was. I’ll be the first to admit that I have lots of issues but none of these relate to me. If I thought like that I wouldn’t be on this path. That was it and then I woke up.
I am embarrassed to say that the first thing I did was to recite the our father and hail Mary in my head just to prove that my memory isn’t that bad. Can’t fight with something you don’t believe in so I am not sure why I went there. Don’t get me wrong I do believe in God/Goddess but I do not believe in the church or the giant lies that it was built on. Not interested in a theological debate just trying to clarify for the dreams sake. It was a very disturbing way to start the day.
I went to PT’s for breakfast and hung out there for a bit. I came home and started cleaning and doing things around the house. The landlord gave me stuff to spray in the back on the big weeds and while I’m not a fan of chemicals…it’s not my house. I did come across this little lady today. I hope she didn’t go near where I sprayed.
Then I hung out in the neighbors pool for an hour or so. It was a little chilly so I am going to guess that today was probably the last day for the pool. I needed that water therapy today.
Now that I am a little more settled in this house I am noticing a couple of things…other than the spiders. I used to be more knowledgeable about Feng Shui but these days not so much. I do know that the front door should not be aligned with the back door. The Chi comes in and goes straight out and that’s not good. I moved the kitchen table from it’s cozy corner to the center of the kitchen. I can’t stick a big random plant in the path so the table will have to work. Excuse the mess….these are the pictures I took after I moved the table.
I am hoping this helps. I don’t hate it and haven’t walked into it yet but only time will tell if it is going to stay like this…..Zia