Well….I did it, I went and bought a happy light. One of my coworkers bought a book page pumpkin from me for $20.00,(I consider that Christmas or play money) plus I had a $10.00 off coupon so I picked up this $39.99 light for only $12.16 out of my money. I really and truly hope this helps because we aren’t supposed to see the sun again until Sunday.
I didn’t like my costume under the cape but I liked the cape and loved my lantern that I made. Not liking my costume did not stop me from twirling around the office all morning. The older patients got such a kick out of it, it was worth it for sure. I told PT tonight that next year I want to make a real witch costume with a felted hat and all. Can I make a felted hat? I could try? It sounds like a messy process and the messy projects usually turn out well for me. It will probably take me all year so I should get busy soon.
I have always hated to get my picture taken and now with the weight it’s much, much worse. Why do I have to be so vain? This whole Venus Retrograde thing for me has been about self love. Damn the resistance really is real. Nobody is going to critique a picture of me harder than I will. How did this happen? If you don’t like me…I’m okay with that…I have never been that person. I don’t need anyone’s approval. I have been asking myself this question a lot the last week or so…”What do I want from me?” I honestly can’t answer that question right now….Zia