I’ve posted a bit about my dreams lately and they seem to have one common denominator ….they are about song or about a singer. Coincidence…maybe? It’s a strong one if it is. I can’t seem to find any common messages in the songs, maybe you can? I am on week three of headaches and week two of song/singer dreams.
Last week after my twenty minute nap at work I woke up to this song in my head, and I have no idea where this one came from….
The next day I woke up to this one….
I told you about the next dream with my favorite singer Jon Bon Jovi and my old friend who also sings. I also posted the Thank You For Loving Me video which was in the Jon dream after this one.
This morning I woke up to this one…
I’ve looked at the lyrics and I can’t find a single thing that ties them all together. Maybe they are just dreams? It’s not normal…not that I have a normal, but this is out there even for me. Someday it will make sense…right?
Today my anxiety was pretty high and for no reason. I felt myself holding my breath and stress breathing a lot. I know big changes are coming…I just don’t know what they are so maybe that’s why? Hopefully it was a one day thing because it was no fun.
Work wasn’t much fun today either. Here is an example of the nastiness that has become the norm. A very popular internet contact lens supplier called today and needed a contact lens prescription faxed. I already had the script printed and I handed it to Force of Nature Girl since she was the one handling the call. She told the company she would fax it and then crumpled it up and threw it away. They called back she said she would send it again, she did not. The patient called and she said she would send it again, clearly she had no intention of ever doing it. Finally the patient sent in her husband who had to wait for the script to be reprinted and signed. Why? If she would have faxed it the first time it would have been done and over with…I don’t get it? I know there is a rough patch when you get off of the anti depressants but this is getting ridiculous! The minute I get the end of the year bonus I am going to start looking…preferably not in optical. Life is too short!
Maybe this is part of the change I feel coming and I certainly hope so! How exactly does that work when you are renting off of your office manager? I guess I’m about to find out…..Zia