Another earth angel lost the good fight last night….
It’s been a really long time since we did the Friday afternoon dance to the time clock but this was our time clock song.
Last night I kept catching myself on the verge of tears with no reason? I knew it couldn’t be pms because it’s too early….but I had no explanation until first thing this morning. Last night my dear friend Mon Cher picked up her wings and ended her earthly suffering.
The world has never known a purer soul who did not deserve the lot she received this lifetime. Over the last few years whenever I visited my friend I saw my partner in crime trapped in a failing body and it was so hard. It was so hard that I didn’t see her as often as I should. I physically saw her in December, right before I went to see my brother in Arizona. Even then…her mind was there…her voice was there…and I could feel her frustration that her body was not.
Fifty three years isn’t long enough…. we still had hell to raise…we had plans. Fuck you childhood diabetes!!! Life isn’t fair!!
I’m sure she will still be with me during my upcoming adventures but it won’t be the way I imagined. I’m relieved that she is no longer suffering but selfishly sad that she won’t be in my future.
Mon Cher…I will miss you…you were the best partner in crime ever and I know we had more shenanigans up our sleeves….maybe next lifetime?….Zia