Dancing Angel

Another earth angel lost the good fight last night….

It’s been a really long time since we did the Friday afternoon dance to the time clock but this was our time clock song.

Last night I kept catching myself on the verge of tears with no reason? I knew it couldn’t be pms because it’s too early….but I had no explanation until first thing this morning. Last night my dear friend Mon Cher picked up her wings and ended her earthly suffering.

The world has never known a purer soul who did not deserve the lot she received this lifetime. Over the last few years whenever I visited my friend I saw my partner in crime trapped in a failing body and it was so hard. It was so hard that I didn’t see her as often as I should. I physically saw her in December, right before I went to see my brother in Arizona. Even then…her mind was there…her voice was there…and I could feel her frustration that her body was not.

Fifty three years isn’t long enough…. we still had hell to raise…we had plans. Fuck you childhood diabetes!!! Life isn’t fair!!

On the other side…the non emotional side….my friend isn’t suffering anymore. It sucks to loose someone that you loved….

I’m sure she will still be with me during my upcoming adventures but it won’t be the way I imagined. I’m relieved that she is no longer  suffering but selfishly sad that she won’t be in my future.

Mon Cher…I will miss you…you were the best partner in crime ever and I know we had more shenanigans up our sleeves….maybe next lifetime?….Zia

About dragonflyzia

I am just a woman finally accepting that I was never meant to be in the box. I don't fit into any stereotypes, please don't try and label me, that doesn't work either. I am embracing my uniqueness in ways that are new and challenging to me, so that I may continue to grow and never stop learning.
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4 Responses to Dancing Angel

  1. I still miss my friend who crossed over 10 years ago on Christmas night — still — she often sends a cardinal, or white feather or I can hear her call my name — no more suffering — but sadness remains. I’m sure your friend is getting her footing to begin to dance once again! Sincere sympathy to you and all who knew her. N

    • dragonflyzia says:

      Thank you 🙏🏼 It’s funny that you commented on this post today… I have been thinking about her a lot the last couple of days. Her birthday is on the 22nd and the anniversary of her passing is on the 23rd. She is at peace now but I still miss her every day ❤️. Thanks for sharing Nancy and I hope you have a beautiful evening.

  2. Perhaps not so coincidental — my birthday is on the 19th — might be Pisces intuition! It seemed as I read your post — I could feel her spirit! Or your own feelings were brought forth. We are lucky to have had these friends in our lives! May her Spirit always be free!

    • dragonflyzia says:

      Happy early birthday Nancy!!! Yes, we are lucky to have had these friends…she will always hold a special place in my heart as will your friend in your heart. We were blessed to have them. Happy new moon, Zia

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