That’s a Negative…

I did receive my tests results yesterday. I’m not convinced that the test is correct….it’s notorious for false negatives. Don’t get me wrong….I don’t want to have lyme disease. So many of the symptoms have matched so I am not so sure I believe the results? I took the A.N.A. test and it came back negative, so what the heck else could it be???

Do you remember when you could go to the doctor’s and they could tell you what’s wrong with you? That no longer exists in this world. I am very lucky that I work with professionals that can call in tests and prescribe medicine. I did what I was supposed to do and found a primary care physician. I like her but…I’m still doing all the work. It’s my body and I know it better than anyone else so I am willing to take responsibility for my part but some help would be nice….

The anxiety from the weekend of not knowing and work on Monday was a bit much. I stopped at the library after work on Monday and picked up a bunch of books I had reserved. Oils…herbs…cleaning recipes and more. I spent last night leisurely leafing through every one of those books. There are so many things I want to try! I had to remind myself that I am having a gathering on Friday and my first Reiki class on Saturday. Then I reminded myself I am off on Friday and that will help lots and lots.

M and I are picking strawberries after work tomorrow and then headed back to my house to make jam. I will be trying my first recipe using honey instead of sugar so fingers crossed….it works. I will be teaching M with organic sugar and no pectin. I am putting the jars through the dishwasher right now to get the basement storage off and then I will put them in the canner so all I have to do when we come home from the farm is turn on the burner and sterilize them. That’s the plan anyway…Zia


About dragonflyzia

I am just a woman finally accepting that I was never meant to be in the box. I don't fit into any stereotypes, please don't try and label me, that doesn't work either. I am embracing my uniqueness in ways that are new and challenging to me, so that I may continue to grow and never stop learning.
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