It’s Getting Harder and Harder

I don’t like to talk about work when I am not working and complaining about work is almost like reliving it, but….things are getting worse. Today I watched the Optician change the wholesale price of a frame because she didn’t like the reimbursement she would get from the insurance. Wholesale cost is wholesale cost and this insurance company is smaller and might actually catch it, if the patient goes through with it….I doubt she will. Let’s just put it this way….if you were my friend or family, I would not let you order glasses from us. How do I continue to work at a job every day when I don’t believe in what they are doing? I do it because I have to….

Okay…I said it, enough of that talk. The rest of the work day was loud and chaotic. I think something might be up with Not So New Girl, maybe her meds aren’t right? Most days I can tune her out, today was not one of those days. That woman cannot think at all….for example… if you pay for your glasses with some cash and a credit card, or two different credit  cards it will blow her mind and will take her at least twenty minutes to post it. A couple of times today I had to walk out of the front office while shaking my head saying “I just can’t.”

Okay..enough of that…I mean it this time. I came home from work and started catching up on some chores. Tuesday is the new day I wash my bed since Saturday and Sunday are full and sometimes Wednesday is just too busy. I had a pile of crap on my desk and on the floor next to my desk and that drives me crazy. It all worked out though..while I was washing and drying my bedding I was able to clear out the crap. Toss, file, shred, and put away…. now it’s done.

I did get some writing done last night. It wasn’t a lot but it’s good to know that it can still flow. A new character walked on to the page and everything. Her name was one I tossed around for the main character and decided against it….I guess she has a story to tell because she is in the story as of last night.

I am off to work on my writing. I hope all of you had a great day today and if you didn’t…if you had a day like mine? Hang in there, it has to get better….Zia

About dragonflyzia

I am just a woman finally accepting that I was never meant to be in the box. I don't fit into any stereotypes, please don't try and label me, that doesn't work either. I am embracing my uniqueness in ways that are new and challenging to me, so that I may continue to grow and never stop learning.
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