Just One More Night….

It’s official….it’s my 6th and last Saturday night sleeping in a hotel for the side gig. Thankfully this second hotel is better. The bonus tonight….Beauty and the Beast is on Freeform…Belle is my favorite Disney princess. Hopefully nobody can hear my bad singing through the walls! I can’t help it, the  songs are too good not to sing.

It was a good day! Those baggy ren faire pants were super comfortable. I only wish I had a more fitting tank top to wear with them. I was worried because of the heat but to be honest? It was like being naked. I didn’t think I would ever wear them after today but I will totally lounge around the house in those comfy pants. 

I can’t believe how much art I sold today! I sold more today than I did some weekends total. If I do this well tomorrow than the girl who is coming down to pack up the booth will be packing light. I have enough to pay myself so that will help tomorrow when I reconcile on the fly. I want to be on the road asap! Hopefully because the NFL team is away…I won’t have to struggle with traffic around that awful bridge in the dark again. One more drive…one more drive….

Today in between patrons I was able to read through a small book of Scottish fairy tales. It’s definitely a research thing… I was also able to proofread what I have written so far. I am hoping to be in the right frame of mind to continue. Sometimes when I’m done….I’m done.  It’s been a long day and I felt “off” for most of it. I didn’t eat anything new? Could it be from the lack of sleep? I woke up at 3am again last night. This whole week I struggled!

Last night after my 3am awakening I had a very strange dream….very strange. I was in some kind of cabin and I kept hearing “don’t lock the door..I will be there soon.” I don’t know if that person ever made it to the cabin? I went to bed and awoke to sleep paralysis. The room was glowing with a red light and the noise was intense! It was a loud vibrating sound…kind of like the Tardis only not? There was a black shadow creature all over the room and the room was shaking. I know it wasn’t real but it felt real. What the heck was that about? I think the room glowing red made it sound more ominous than it was? It felt more alien to me? Again….I could be wrong? I am not an expert dream analyst but I know how it made me feel and I have been haunted all day.

Hopefully I sleep tonight… Tomorrow’s outfit is a no brainer…It’s the same outfit in the picture I posted last week. It’s definitely a go to, especially because it will be so warm tomorrow. I guess it doesn’t really matter? The girl breaking down my booth will be there and I brought a tank top and a pair of shorts to change into for the drive home. I am extra hoping that I can get out of dodge as soon a possible and to not get stuck in traffic.  One more drive…one more drive.

I think tomorrow I will spend some time reflecting… I am never 100% sure for the reason I do anything?  It seems like a good day to list my guesses….Zia

About dragonflyzia

I am just a woman finally accepting that I was never meant to be in the box. I don't fit into any stereotypes, please don't try and label me, that doesn't work either. I am embracing my uniqueness in ways that are new and challenging to me, so that I may continue to grow and never stop learning.
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