Like the Dead

Last night….I slept like the dead. I don’t even think the cat slept with me? Normally I am very aware of him and when I move in the night, I go out of my way to not disturb his highness. Maybe I was so tired that I kicked him off the bed? I don’t know because I was dead to the world. It was 4:41am when I looked at the time. The only reason I looked at the time is because there was a noisy hawk outside of my window.  The skies were dark and I could still see the moon…he was early so I went back to bed. The important part of that story is the part where I actually slept. Thank goodness!

Today was one of those half days that felt like a full day plus some. There was optical drama which I am not about….so much drama that I have questioned my original choice to apprentice. I am no longer interested, that should go over well. I haven’t broke it to the Optician yet. She has been busy running off the last girl and causing office drama. I can never say it enough…I don’t want any part of the drama.

We left on time today. I ran down to the Heath Food Store to grab my probiotic, the library to return a mountain of books, a little coffee place to buy SB some birthday coffee and then I was off to my hair appointment.

In the last week I have really noticed the gray. The blue is much more subtle…I think? It still seems to work as a glamour…people only see the blue. When I was leaving another girl was coming in. It was clear she was trying to achieve the same goal as I am. I told her “I feel like we should hi five or something? Kind of like the wave that Jeep owners give to each other.” She laughed…I laughed and that was it. It is nice to see how many people are ditching the chemicals and embracing the gray.

I left there and ran out to the farm where I buy my meat and then headed home. I had to go back out afterwards because there were a few more places to go and the Girl wanted to come with. She needed to be home by five because of Ellen. Monsta X was giving a performance. We were home in plenty of time but Trump was on the TV, thankfully it didn’t interrupt the performance.

This of course led to a banter back and forth between the Boy and the Girl. According to the Girl “if Trump would address the environment and make the proper changes to save the environment, I will even vote for him in 2020.”  There you go President Trump….from the mouths of babes (22 years old) that are the product of a liberal education….say less and save the environment if you want to win 2020.

I can’t speak for the rest of the world…I only have my window. Kind of like my window into the renaissance faire, I only saw what was directly in front of me. I will not address politics in my blog, I just find it interesting what my kids are saying. They definitely have their own opinion. This is true because what I believe and what their grandparents believe aren’t the same thing. I don’t preach or try and sway others to my opinion…unlike their grandparents. I firmly believe that who you vote for shouldn’t be public knowledge. This is why you vote in a booth (insert eye roll).

I am feeling like I should be purging today, and I don’t know what that is about? I have scrubs hanging in the basement that I haven’t worn in months. It’s time to donate them! I was talking to BV today about baby clothes. I have a tub for the Boy and the Girl full of my favorite outfits from their first year. Do they care? Absolutely not…I think I might offer the tubs up and only hold onto the blankets my aunt made for them. The kids are old enough to decide. Anything from a store isn’t important enough to hold on to for years and years.

I also still haven’t decided what to do with all of the pictures I am responsible for so I need to get on that task…Now that I will have more time again, I need to take the time and let go of the things that no longer serve me…..Zia

About dragonflyzia

I am just a woman finally accepting that I was never meant to be in the box. I don't fit into any stereotypes, please don't try and label me, that doesn't work either. I am embracing my uniqueness in ways that are new and challenging to me, so that I may continue to grow and never stop learning.
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