Blank Screen

`I couldn’t get away to write this weekend because of family and now I can’t seem to get it flowing. I just stared at a blank screen for at least fifteen minutes while my mind wandered.

My cousin showed up Saturday before I was able to proofread my last post. I hope that somewhere in that rant it was understood that It Chapter 2 was an excellent movie. I just wish I was more prepared…especially with tissues.

We had a nice visit. We even stayed up late watching movies. Some 0f our conversation was over one of my cousins wife. Then when I was attempting to write last night one of my other cousins called me so once again, I walked away from writing. We ended up talking about this wife also, especially because it’s this cousin who lost his brother because of this woman. Frankly…I’m tired of talking about her. Not a whole lot of people like her and those that do are constantly having negative comments about other family members tossed at them. I don’t like her and more importantly….I don’t like how I feel after I have these discussions about her. She is not worth it…not even a little bit.

My cousin had a friend stop over and he didn’t want to come inside so they hung out in the driveway for quite some time. While they were out there I organized a breakfast for Sunday morning. There were twelve of us when it was all said and done. The Boy even dragged his butt out of bed to come with us. It was a nice visit.

The Girl and I did a little bit of running around after breakfast. I did make an unnecessary trip into Pier One…since I was next door. Did I need this cute little turkey tea light holder? No…but he is overly adorable and I had to have him.

Once I was home it was time for laundry and food prep, etc. The Girl and I did put up Halloween decorations inside. We still need to get outside and decorate the porch a little better. I also started messing around with my spice storage on my counter…it’s not working for me. I also started purging some clothes. How many months have I had unworn scrubs hanging up because they are too big? Months and months and I have added other clothes to the pile.  I am feeling the need to purge and organize…who am I to argue? I don’t get these urges too often so when I do….I try and run with it.

Today was a less than average Monday. The big doctor is still on vacation and one of the ODs had the flu so we only had one doctor. It was an oddly calm Monday. Today I felt sad. I have no reason to be sad and I feel less sad now that I am home, so I am wondering if one of my coworkers was feeling this way today? It was an awful sad so if this is the case…I feel really bad for them. I hope wherever you are ….. your Monday was a little bit happier…….Zia


About dragonflyzia

I am just a woman finally accepting that I was never meant to be in the box. I don't fit into any stereotypes, please don't try and label me, that doesn't work either. I am embracing my uniqueness in ways that are new and challenging to me, so that I may continue to grow and never stop learning.
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