The first time I started today it was at 3:33am. It’s a thing and it has been happening at least once a week, sometimes more for a while now. This morning I woke up fresh out of a dream. Of course it was strange…it was one of mine. I was in my childhood home in the back part of the basement that was the creepiest. There was even a bathroom down there…it was never used so that added to the creepy factor. JD was with me and there was another girl but I don’t know/remember who it was? We were standing in that back room of the basement looking down while chanting “no,no,no.” There was something trying to come up through the floor and we were stopping it form coming up. I remember saying “I wonder if all of that hogwash is true about the Catholic church being the only way to combat a demon?” (first of all…I don’t even speak that word aloud, but I did in the dream) “I’ll have to ask Jesus the next time I talk to him.” Then I woke up and it was 3:33. If you have ever read any of my posts about fear than you will know that possession is my biggest fear.
I had another dream last week on the morning of my birthday. I was sitting at a desk maybe? There was a mirror above it and in this mirror I could see an old hag and she was reaching her finger out towards me and I turned quickly while saying “I see you!” Of course she was gone but in my hand I was holding a crow and I was giving him a gentle shake while asking “why are you giving me the stink eye?” That was the end of that dream and an extra strange way to start a birthday.
The boy I told you about last week that might lose his eye? Did not!!!! He stopped in today to give the doctors an update. I was so happy for him!! This was the best news of the day!!
The rest of the morning went oddly smooth for a Monday. It was almost lunch time when my stomach started cramping. This is not something I experience often so it took me a few to figure out what was happening. The sudden waves of nausea along with the hairs on my arms standing up…damn it…this is what happened to Crude Girl last week. I left work around one and luckily made it home before I got sick. I only threw up the one time. I have had herbal tea and bone broth since I woke up from my three hour nap and all is staying down. It’s been about an hour since I had a stomach cramp, so I am hopeful that this is the end. Hopefully the slight body aches will disappear after my sleep. Fingers crossed. The others had it for two days, I will chalk this speedy recovery to my probiotics, fire cider, and elderberry syrup.
I worked a tiny bit on the family history project tonight. With all of the different photo sights out there, it’s hard to decide which way I will go. I am leaning towards creating 12 photo collages and then uploading them to the proper month? I’m not sure? At least I have the birthday list down so I know who goes to what month and what months need added seasonal photos. It’s a start.
I was catching up on some long overdue blog community reading when I ran across someone who has been gone for a while. I first double checked the date and then opened it up and read it. It’s been a long time and I am happy she is back, I can’t wait to read more! Welcome back Victo!! On another note Little Fears is leaving, I am sad about that one. I guess just like everything else we do, there are cycles….Zia