Monday Highs….Monday Lows…

The first time I started today it was at 3:33am. It’s a thing and it has been happening at least once a week, sometimes more for a while now. This morning I woke up fresh out of a dream. Of course it was strange…it was one of mine. I was in my childhood home in the back part of the basement that was the creepiest. There was even a bathroom down there…it was never used so that added to the creepy factor. JD was with me and there was another girl but I don’t know/remember who it was?  We were standing in that back room of the basement looking down while chanting “no,no,no.” There was something trying to come up through the floor and we were stopping it form coming up. I remember saying “I wonder if all of that hogwash is true about the Catholic church being the only way to combat a demon?” (first of all…I don’t even speak that word aloud, but I did in the dream) “I’ll have to ask Jesus the next time I talk to him.” Then I woke up and it was 3:33.  If you have ever read any of my posts about fear than you will know that possession is my biggest fear.

I had another dream last week on the morning of my birthday. I was sitting at a desk maybe? There was a mirror above it and in this mirror I could see an old hag and she was reaching her finger out towards me and I turned quickly while saying “I see you!” Of course she was gone but in my hand I was holding a crow and I was giving him a gentle shake while asking “why are you giving me the stink eye?”  That was the end of that dream and an extra strange way to start a birthday.

The boy I told you about last week that might lose his eye? Did not!!!! He stopped in today to give the doctors an update. I was so happy for him!! This was the best news of the day!!

The rest of the morning went oddly smooth for a Monday. It was almost lunch time when my stomach started cramping. This is not something I experience often so it took me a few to figure out what was happening. The sudden waves of nausea along with the hairs on my arms standing up…damn it…this is what happened to Crude Girl last week. I left work around one and luckily made it home before I got sick. I only threw up the one time. I have had herbal tea and bone broth since I woke up from my three hour nap and all is staying down. It’s been about an hour since I had a stomach cramp, so I am hopeful that this is the end. Hopefully the slight body aches will disappear after my sleep. Fingers crossed. The others had it for two days, I will chalk this speedy recovery to my probiotics, fire cider, and elderberry syrup.

I worked a tiny bit on the family history project tonight. With all of the different photo sights out there, it’s hard to decide which way I will go. I am leaning towards creating 12 photo collages and then uploading them to the proper month? I’m not sure? At least I have the birthday list down so I know who goes to what month and what months need added seasonal photos. It’s a start.

I was catching up on some long overdue blog community reading when I ran across someone who has been gone for a while. I first double checked the date and then opened it up and read it. It’s been a long time and I am happy she is back, I can’t wait to read more! Welcome back Victo!!   On another note Little Fears is leaving, I am sad about that one. I guess just like everything else we do, there are cycles….Zia

 

About dragonflyzia

I am just a woman finally accepting that I was never meant to be in the box. I don't fit into any stereotypes, please don't try and label me, that doesn't work either. I am embracing my uniqueness in ways that are new and challenging to me, so that I may continue to grow and never stop learning.
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8 Responses to Monday Highs….Monday Lows…

  1. AmyRose🌹 says:

    Oh wow, Victor is back? I hope I am still following her. WP has been systematically unfollowing me from the blogs I am following. Re: 333 >>> That means you becoming your own Master. Very empowering number!! Elderberry ….. take a lot of it for it really works. I make my own. Hope you are feeling better, Zia. Could you leave the link for Victor’s blog here so I can go see if I am still following her? Thanks!! xo

    • dragonflyzia says:

      https://doctorly.wordpress.com/2019/11/23/circumstances-being-what-they-are/ Yes, she is back! Here is the link so you can catch up. I do feel better, thank you Amy for your well wishes. I make my own elderberry syrup too!! It works great! I trust the medicine from herbs more than I trust medicine from doctors…in most cases.
      I like your take on 333. A couple of my dreams lately have been a little wild and freaked me out a little. I’ll take empowering over fear any day. I hope you have a beautiful Thanksgiving with your Hubby and those fur babies, stay safe…

      • AmyRose🌹 says:

        Thank you of the link, Zia.
        I’m more an herb person myself, yet the medication I do take, I am very grateful for!
        I think it may be time for you to face those fears, dear friend. I’m not saying it is easy but it is freeing when you do. Getting to the source of them ….. now that is work!
        Another thank you regarding Thanksgiving! May you and your family have a blessed one as well. Much love to you! xo

  2. Victo Dolore says:

    Thank you for the shout out. ❤️

  3. AmyRose🌹 says:

    Strange, Zia, but I left a comment for Victo and now that comment is gone and it was never answered. But thank you anyway for the link.

    • dragonflyzia says:

      Maybe she’s trying to ease her way back into it??? I used to periodically check her site just to check and see if she came back and I missed it and the old posts were always there. I didn’t see any old posts when I checked the other day?🤷🏻‍♀️ I hope she comes back for good, maybe she was overwhelmed?

      • AmyRose🌹 says:

        Zia, I may have locked horns with her years back. I honestly don’t remember. I have “blank” spaces due to my Mom’s death and 4 of my babies dying as well in the past 2 years. I’m not keen on medicine, so saying that, I might have with my truthfulness and just the way I am, said something that she didn’t like years back. That’s OK. She’s going through enough right now …. I understand completely. No worries, Zia. xo

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