What a week!!! How are you faring out there? Monday was the worst and the epitome of Mercury in Retrograde. Work is work and extra hard because of the changes but geez. The best work example was yesterday when a regular patient who has extreme OCD had an appointment. She never leaves on the first try, it takes her three, maybe four times of coming back in to ask the same question. She never asked a single question, she made her next appointment and left. When her car pulled out M looked at me and said “she didn’t come back, not even once…what is happening?” Everything is backwards right now.
My dreams have also been off the charts this week. I’m even tossing around the idea of bringing my Facebook dream group back….maybe? The dream that sticks out the most is the one that takes place at the old house…the one that was torn down.
I know I’m not supposed to be there but I was there folding pieces of bacon together? Strange all on it’s own…I know. Then the new owner shows up, only it’s not the new owner. He’s a nice dark haired young man. He helps me in the kitchen. Outside the kitchen window I can see standing water everywhere along with small rivers through the yard. We had a discussion about the history of the land and the spirits who still inhabit it. I don’t remember the specifics just that we talked about it. Then we were outside and a car pulled up. A black cat got out of the car and I said “your cat can drive?” and he responded with “just this one.” There was another black cat sprawled out on the ground and one more I could not see. I knew there were three black cats.
Honestly….I couldn’t get past the driving cat. What the heck does that mean? Last night I never moved. When I woke up at 3 something, I was in the exact same spot I was when I went to bed. I don’t move a lot but this was strange. My dreams last night were of abuse and other woman struggles. They were not my memories. Were they from a past life? Or were they an ancestral memory? Either way they were disturbing and I’m sure what I’m supposed to do…if anything…about it? Confusing might be a better way to describe this week?
All of this is happening during my worst month of the year. February is always so hard….One week and three days until March and then nine more days after that until Mercury is done with retrograde. I can do that…right? Well, maybe in theory…Zia