Dreaming, Cleaning, and Vultures

I had another wild dream…as if seeing Sekhmet wasn’t enough that night…

I was on a very long silver/metal bridge. I wasn’t scared but I was walking pretty fast. Whoever was with me tripped and said “hey wait up!” and I said “I can’t…bridge” (I hate bridges) The water was clear and blue and there were some big fish swimming in the waters. Not sure what kind, they were just large shadowy fish. At the end of my bridge was one of my brothers with a large group of people. He said “the water is deeper here but the music is better.” There was a stage in the middle of the water and the music was Rob Zombie.
Then I was in a house sitting in the kitchen and said “whoever built this house knew what they were doing because the energy is perfect!” Then there was some blonde lady showing us the rest of the house. I’m not sure who the “us” is? We went outside to see the front porch and there was a weird wall in front of the house? It was almost like the house was in a giant barn? The front porch was pretty, lots of wood and yet modern? At one point I could see out the back door of the barn into the yard.I said “it feels bad out there” and then I saw the mine shaft in the yard and said something like “the land was bad”
We (not sure again who we is) left the house and went somewhere to compare pictures on our phone. There was a picture of me in front of a mirror and I didn’t see anything at first glance. I looked again and I saw him. He was around my shadow and looked almost corporeal..not at all like an apparition? Whoever I was with had another picture of him near a round rug and he looked all fangy (not a word I know) and angry. Then someone else said “that’s where I fell, I told you it felt like I was being pushed.”
Then I was in a mall with a group of people. I couldn’t tell if they were high or heavily medicated but I said “so this is what it feels like to be the only sober one in the group.”

The dreams are enough to keep me guessing and if you throw in the turkey vultures, I really have no idea. I see them everywhere! I see them on signs and in places that I have never seen them before. I see them every morning that I go to work and every evening on my way home in a certain spot. That would be normal, so either their population has doubled or I am just seeing things. I saw them Wednesday after work on my way to buy incense. I rarely see them on that side of town and I always notice the birds. I just now verified with the Girl “no, not on campus.” Well, they are there now… I do not want to run out of sage during all of this and a new jar of incense was on hold for me so I thought “why not today?” I text her my order, she made me an invoice, I went online to pay and then I drove thru to pick it up. I rolled down my window and she gave me my order and we had a tiny conversation using social distancing. It was all so…what it had to be I guess…

I joined a meditation challenge this week and I am loving it! My favorite Yin teacher started a podcast and I did it last night and it was great! I will replay it until she makes another one…I love my Yin yoga! I am going to use every extra minute that I have during this chaos to grow and move forward. I work tomorrow…I just need to remember to wake up.

I did not work today so I took that opportunity to take everything out of the kitchen cupboards, wipe them down, get rid of anything expired, reorganize, and put it all back. It took most of the day. I cleaned up the kitchen and here I am….

I haven’t completed today’s meditation challenge yet and I think I want to work a mandala into it…I will keep you posted. Stay safe my friends….Zia

 

About dragonflyzia

I am just a woman finally accepting that I was never meant to be in the box. I don't fit into any stereotypes, please don't try and label me, that doesn't work either. I am embracing my uniqueness in ways that are new and challenging to me, so that I may continue to grow and never stop learning.
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