3am Shenanigans

I really don’t know where to start? So I guess I will start with the 3am shenanigans….This happened to me last week too but I can’t remember the dream off the top of my head? Maybe it was the one with the male druids and male witches? I would have to look it up. Last night I was asleep until a burst of air blew into my mouth for lack of a better description? It’s almost like someone took one of those old accordion fans for the fireplace and pushed air into me.The deep inhale made me gasp and woke me up, the same thing happened last week. Here is the dream that followed…

I was riding on the back of a big hay wagon talking to an old friend. There were lots of people on the wagon but I didn’t know any of them. My old friend asked me what I was afraid of, and my answer was possession. The driver slammed on his brakes and my drink went flying and if I didn’t grab onto my friends leg, I would have went with it. I stomped over to the cab of the truck and lifted the roof like a lid and yelled at the driver who was the UPS driver from work and then he melted into the seat.

I’m in a strange house throwing a load of laundry into the washer. Almost immediately I am back to change the load and there is water everywhere. Then I am in the living room talking to someone and there are kids who are blocking off the hallway that leads to the basement. It’s really cold there now and it feels wrong.

Then I am on a ladder/stair that looks newly built. I needed to dust it and couldn’t get a good grip because I didn’t want to reach my hand under the side of wood where I couldn’t see. The ladder/stair stopped at a ceiling and that’s when an ominous face appeared. It didn’t really say anything it was more like growls and noises. I lost my balance and started to fall and then I didn’t? I think I yelled back at him?

Then I went back to the house with a friend and we left again. As soon as we left I remembered I forgot the big bag of new pillows I bought, they were on the second story. We went back to the house and I struggled with the key and that’s when I realized that there were punk kids behind us and they were holding screw drivers. They claimed to only need a bag of ice which at that moment was in my hands. I tossed it to the one boy and quickly shut the door. I put my foot up against it to try and stop them from getting in which didn’t work. When they busted through the door and they weren’t punk kids anymore. They were full grown adults and one of the boys was a tall black drag queen wearing leopard print.

I feel like there was more with the creepy hallway/basement because I was a little creeped out when I woke up. It turns out at this same time the Girl was having a 3am experience too. She was watching a video on her computer, it was lengthy so she paused it and closed her laptop. She put it on her TV and was watching it in bed. Two hours and twenty minutes later her laptop (still closed) started playing the video and it was a couple minutes ahead of the tv, not the time she paused it at! How crazy is that????

Today I had an integrated energy therapy session or as I like to call them…angel sessions. I have been know to fall asleep during these but today I did not and it was my normal nap time. So I tried to quiet my mind and let go. It was interesting how things changed whenever she changed the hand placement. The minute she started I could feel someone touching my wrist. Her hands were in one place and I could smell earth, and green, and it felt like I was in a forest. Another time I was still in the forest but there was water nearby. I could feel the energy swirling counterclockwise like I do when I connect with the earth. The practitioner felt it too and brought it up afterwards. Sometime during this I heard a male voice “don’t let anyone tell you how to live your life!”  I found this interesting since I don’t have anyone telling me what to do except the whole mask/corona thing.

She said there was a female presence on my right side…where my wrist was touched. She said “two amigos”. I only have one friend turned angel so could it have been Mon Cher? It really was the two of us against the world back during the lab merger. She felt sadness and longing and a whole lot of love. It had to be Mon Cher or my mom? Both left this world too soon and both were really sick. It will eventually click and then it will make sense. This is when she pointed out the energy above the heart chakra swirling counterclockwise. When it was happening I felt like I was connecting to the earth, especially since I was getting all of the earthy feels. She also said I had lots of circles of light around me. Blue,pink,burgundy, gray, and a dark one. She thought it felt like fairy energy. That’s definitely not the first time I have heard this.

I looked up counterclockwise energy and how it means your chakras are out of balance. I have been feeling this for almost a year now? I even have a patch of hair behind my ear that vibrates when I am meditating now…is that wrong too? Although I never felt like it was wrong before I Googled it so maybe I will just try and forget it? I guess I will add this to the list of things I need to figure out.

How was your day? I hope it was more normal than mine….Zia

 

About dragonflyzia

I am just a woman finally accepting that I was never meant to be in the box. I don't fit into any stereotypes, please don't try and label me, that doesn't work either. I am embracing my uniqueness in ways that are new and challenging to me, so that I may continue to grow and never stop learning.
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