Winds of Change

I came home from work Monday and plopped into my Beauty and the Beast chair, looked at the Girl and said “why did I pick this week to give up wine?” “It’s not written in stone mom, do the raw cleanse another time.” No…it was supposed to be now, it was a nudge from Spirit. I did a three day raw challenge which turned into a mostly four day. There was no way I could food prep yesterday and not indulge so it was another boring plain salad for lunch today. It will be a burger with a big side of cooked spinach and a bigger glass of wine for dinner. I was never “hangry” but I was tired a lot and there was that headache. I didn’t have the headache today so it must be a three day thing? 

What I did these last three 1/2 days goes against everything the “eat for your blood type” says to do. I just felt like I needed a reboot. The more I started experimenting with processed food, the worse I felt. I needed to get it out of my system. Plus I was hitting the cheese pretty hard and that’s a big no no for O. I will have to learn to eat my taco salads without cheese and to not eat the almond flour breakfast biscuits that are chock full of cheese every week.

Work has been crazy! Imagine that you are in water, caught by the current, and you are treading water as fast as you can but the current feels so much stronger and every stroke is a struggle to stay afloat….That was my last Friday, this Monday and Wednesday. Fingers crossed tomorrow will be better. I asked Big K if I could take off now until the second week of July….of course this is not reality so it was more like a pleading joke…(insert clenched teeth, fake smile emoji.)

I’m not sure what to do about next week? Should I start to bathe in sage? Decoupage it to my body? Light it every thirty minutes? I am going to go through my stash of sage quickly for sure! Let’s talk about next week…Not So New Girl who is not just “a couple french fries short of a happy meal”…it’s like the whole box of fries is missing…will not be here next week. She may not be bright but she is a body. It’s a double surgery week, Mercury goes retrograde, and next weekend is the Summer Solstice (my favorite day of the year) coupled with the new moon and just for fun…let’s throw in a solar eclipse. I get anxiety whenever I think about it. Like I said….lots of sage next week. What will be, will be…that I know but I am a worrier so that makes it hard for me. I just have to stay grounded.

Yesterday I spent the afternoon with KW and for the most part it was a nice visit. I came home and went outside to meditate. There was storm energy brewing and I didn’t want to waste it. Twenty minutes seems to be my ideal time to connect, yesterday I was out there for forty. I went outside later, closer to when the storm hit and that’s when I noticed the wind was blowing in both directions. I knew that couldn’t be good. Thankfully  most of the damage was to the North, I even heard them say F0. I survived an F5 and I prefer when the F isn’t involved at all.

The energies at play right now are unpredictable, so who knows what will happen. All we can do is buckle up…it’s going to be a bumpy ride…Zia

About dragonflyzia

I am just a woman finally accepting that I was never meant to be in the box. I don't fit into any stereotypes, please don't try and label me, that doesn't work either. I am embracing my uniqueness in ways that are new and challenging to me, so that I may continue to grow and never stop learning.
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