Not Sure What To Say?

Last night’s dreams were strange as usual and disturbing in a new way… I was walking on that same bridge/ walkway that I have been dreaming about for awhile now. It’s like a big side walk with water on both sides. I was with people who were rushing me forward. I noticed on the right side of the walkway there was something new, a rather large fairy village. I wanted to get a closer look but was being rushed. I also noticed a white bird flying by and on it’s back was a mouse or a fairy…it was too far away to be certain? I have never seen this type of bird. It was bigger than the average bird but smaller than an owl. It’s head was definitely owl shaped.

Then I was in my garden and I wish my garden in the waking world looked like this one. Herbs, flowers, and vegetables were flourishing everywhere. Underneath a pepper plant it looked like something was moving. The dog was sniffing around the plants and I yelled at her to get away. Underneath the pepper plant slithered a big snake with baby snakes popping out of the ground sporadically.

Then I was in a house and the dog and cat were in a room with a cute little mouse. This mouse talked only I can’t remember what he said. I turned to the Girl and said we can’t have a mouse in the house and rolled up a magazine and gave the little guy a whack. He didn’t even try and run. The first whack didn’t kill him so I had to do it again. I was crying the Girl was crying…it was awful.

For the record…if I had a talking mouse that wanted to live with me, I would not kill him…he’s a talking mouse! I would reason with him and create a safe space in the garage or basement for him to live..with conditions. I would never just kill a talking mouse. I have killed many a mouse at the old house but never with a magazine. A dustpan was always my weapon of choice….whack, scoop, toss. It was hard but nobody was going to do it for me, I had to suck it up and do it myself.

My dream world was extra active last night and that whole mouse thing stayed with me all day. Today was another crazy day! I had to delegate things again. Crude Girl billed my exam only charts for me and one of the ODs ordered contacts for me. I officially passed the contact lens trial room over to her as well, I have no time for that anymore. It’s a good thing I got caught up on my paperwork yesterday because I was hammered today. To be honest….I don’t know how long I can keep this pace up? I like to be busy but this feels more like treading rough water and trying to keep my head above said water….

I came home from work, changed my clothes, washed a load of scrubs, and then headed out to book club. We met at a covered picnic area at a local park. I liked the outside part. I was the first to leave because I wanted to get the grass cut tonight. I started cutting around 9 and finished in the mostly dark but it’s done, thank goodness. That’s hands down the hardest chore of the weekend this week.  I don’t have much to report but I needed to get that dream down….Zia

About dragonflyzia

I am just a woman finally accepting that I was never meant to be in the box. I don't fit into any stereotypes, please don't try and label me, that doesn't work either. I am embracing my uniqueness in ways that are new and challenging to me, so that I may continue to grow and never stop learning.
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