Feeding My Inner Child

Yesterday was an exhausting day! I could have went to bed at 8:30 but was worried that I would wake up in the middle of the night so I held out until 9:50. I slept straight though…never moved an inch. I had dreams…plenty of them, but the one that stuck out was about babies.

I woke up on a couch that was not familiar, I think the Girl was trying to wake me. She was telling me it was time to go to bed.  I looked down and there were two babies in carriers. I told the Girl that the babies needed fed and when I picked one up she was sweating and her diaper needed changed. I went into the strange kitchen looking for milk. I remember opening the refrigerator and giving the milk a sniff test before giving it the okay. Thankfully I was able to feed the babies.

That’s all I remember. To me, this says I need to feed my inner child. All of this nonsense is starting to get to me. I understand that this is part of the point but seeing it/ being aware means I need to change it. It’s hard to live day to day without something to look forward to, lucky for me…I know how to make my own fun. I just needed a reminder. I am grateful to my active dream world for always keeping me on track. Now I feel the need to plan something….more to follow.

I have had the “maker bug” lately as well…I just want to stay home a make things. Hopefully that sticks with me a few more weeks. I scheduled a vacation or should I say “staycation” so I don’t lose the time in a few weeks. Who knows what will actually happen but my plans are to stay home and make things. I have lots of ideas and materials to use up…to me, that sounds like fun. Hopefully I don’t lose my inspiration…Zia

About dragonflyzia

I am just a woman finally accepting that I was never meant to be in the box. I don't fit into any stereotypes, please don't try and label me, that doesn't work either. I am embracing my uniqueness in ways that are new and challenging to me, so that I may continue to grow and never stop learning.
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