What a Week!

My nap at work on Monday had a cameo from Lilith. I know who she is but I have never dreamed of her before. There were people trying to hold her down, I could see this wasn’t working but the ice machine at work is really loud and it woke me up so I never saw past this point. I find it interesting that Lilith keeps popping up in unexpected places…other than Pinterest and Instagram. Oddly…it seems kind of fitting for this week.

Monday wasn’t too bad until the end. I don’t want to talk about it..yet. Let’s just say…I came home, grabbed my pajamas, a glass of wine, and headed upstairs and got into a bath. This threw the kids for a loop since I have never done this…. ever! I never quite recuperated and when I woke up Tuesday, I knew this. I shouldn’t have been surprised by the day I had on Tuesday…I created it with my negative thoughts from Monday.

Boys…skip this paragraph….After my bath Monday night, I started my third period this month. Like I said…good times. Tuesday, after talking with Big K I felt a little better…a little. The Girl discovered that Buffy the Vampire Slayer is now on Prime which is great! We watched a couple of episodes when I got up to get a drink and looked down. I had bled through my pad and now there was a big red spot on my newly recovered cushion. How did this happen? Why did I not feel this? By the time I changed my pants, the Girl had run downstairs and grabbed the peroxide and started on the clean up. Thankfully there is no evidence of the incident. This is ridiculous!!! Did I mention this was my third period this month? I just can’t!

Thankfully work wasn’t as crazy today and I was able to catch up from yesterday. Yet…I still came home and took a bath. Three baths this week which is highly unusual. I think it helps with all of the stuff that is coming up. All of the stuff that I keep trying to shove down…is working it’s way up and it’s not so easy to deal with.  Shadow work….

I picked the best pumpkin to post since the Girl carved so many this year…

She really does a great job with the carving. She is drawn to this little Pokemon so I shouldn’t have been surprised when she picked it for a pumpkin. I hope to get a picture on Halloween with all of the pumpkins lit up.

Tonight’s Buffy episodes include Dopplegangland (one of my favorites) and Band Candy which is guaranteed to make you chuckle. I’m not sure if I will watch a third episode? Although the energies of the week aren’t too off with Giles and his personality in Band Candy.  Buffy “Giles at 16….less together guy and more bad magic, hates the world, ticking time bomb guy” Have I mentioned how much I love this show?

It may sound corny to you but it makes me feel better…Now that I know I can watch any episode from any season at any time…I am extra happy. This truly is my favorite show of all time.

The emotions have been high, and the work has been deep this week but there are surprises out there…roll with it and experience what unfolds….Zia

 

About dragonflyzia

I am just a woman finally accepting that I was never meant to be in the box. I don't fit into any stereotypes, please don't try and label me, that doesn't work either. I am embracing my uniqueness in ways that are new and challenging to me, so that I may continue to grow and never stop learning.
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