I was really excited about the new drum journeying session my sound center was offering tonight. It’s been a long time since I journeyed and I had some specific questions lined up. The last couple of times I went to a “journeying” session it was with an actual shaman. So if I sound a little disappointed, it’s my own fault.
It has been my experience that during the session the shaman plays the drum….the same beat the entire time. That is not how tonight went. There were drums, rattles, flutes, chimes, and voice sound happening. If I had not journeyed before it would have been a pretty cool, “new” experience. I journeyed briefly, enough to connect with an eagle and then he changed the beat. Every time I came close he would change the beat. After a few times I just relaxed into the sound. I could feel the energy swirling around my head so I just breathed into that.
It was a great event if you take away my preconceived notions. I didn’t have a drop of wine yesterday or today in preparation. Even now…I am hoping to have some big dreams tonight. I wouldn’t be surprised if I had another one of those eagle/goddess dreams. So…still no wine. Instead I am drinking some hot cacao with rose powder and sweetened with honey. I’m going all out on the heart openers tonight. I will report back.
This whole thing reminded me of a conversation that I used to have with the Cockroach “what do you mean you lost it…where does it go? How do you lose it?” “I told you…you can’t change it up during. Now you’re all happy and I’m frustrated, thanks for that.” That’s kind of how tonight made me feel.
The drum journey was the highlight of my day. I spent the morning juicing and then freezing 112 ounces of organic celery, precooking three pounds of nitrate free turkey bacon, followed by prepping my breakfast and lunch for the week. Not so exciting but it was a big chunk of time from my day. The Girl and I stopped at a couple places today and it wasn’t nearly as busy out there as it was yesterday.
Tomorrow is Monday and that is my busiest day of the week and since the new moon is on Wednesday….it should be much more intense….I could be wrong….I hope I’m wrong….I guess we will see…Zia