Full Moon Mayhem

I don’t even know where to begin?? I guess I will start with work. Force of Nature Girl quit today…I’m still in shock! She has been acting weird since before Christmas and it finally came to a head today. It was an ugly and dramatic exit and of course there was no notice given. I still can’t believe it!

There has been quite a bit of tension in the front for a while. It was very hard to focus the rest of the day after the theatrics of Force of Nature Girl. I was already tired because this moon has been kicking my butt since last week.  So when I came home I dramatically collapsed on the bed. Eventually I filled The Girl in on the events of the day. She couldn’t believe it either.

We sat down to watch our 16 minutes of news when the Baby Mama’s picture came across the screen. The Baby Mama was the girl that got pregnant in her senior year of high school, she drove the Girl to school a lot that year. They were friends in grade school when things were more simple. I don’t know all of the details but there was an accident a couple of months back…she was high and going the wrong way on the interstate and killed a girl. Neither of us had any idea this had happened.

This…after what happened at work today…was just too much. I can’t even tell you how many times I said the Girl’s name tonight. I would just look at her, shake my head, while saying Girl, Girl, Girl. I just can’t.

My aunt brought over some lamb’s ear yesterday and I had to get it in the ground. That was a nice distraction for a bit. Plus I had the chickens out for some exercise. Tomorrow is supposed to be nicer so hopefully they can stay out for some quality time.

I had planned to write about some of my crazy dreams that I have been having but life made some plot twists today and I still can’t believe it. Here’s to hoping that tomorrow is less chaotic and much calmer…Zia

About dragonflyzia

I am just a woman finally accepting that I was never meant to be in the box. I don't fit into any stereotypes, please don't try and label me, that doesn't work either. I am embracing my uniqueness in ways that are new and challenging to me, so that I may continue to grow and never stop learning.
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2 Responses to Full Moon Mayhem

  1. AmyRose🌹 says:

    Your words …. I just can’t …. I just said yesterday in reference to what is going on in the world. I can no longer tolerate the bad and ugly and have chosen instead to only focus on the good and lovely. I’m right there with you, Zia. Enough …. so many times I have been broken, at my breaking point, that no longer can I handle any more. Enough. I’ve walked away from news a LONG time ago, cuz as I see it, what’s gonna happen will happen with or without me. What difference does it make if I know or not? None. I AM SO DONE. I know many around me who are done too and are moving ahead in lightness, in friendship and in love. BIG HUGS!!! Hang in there. This is a very very intense energy time right now. Be good to yourself. xoxoxo

    • dragonflyzia says:

      I agree the energy is strong! It was a heck of a week!! Yes Amy, I am also finding more and more people who think like we do….it gives me hope. It’s not my job to figure out how we will get through this nightmare. My job is to believe with unwavering faith that we WILL get through it! Tomorrow is supposed to be a beautiful day, I hope you are able to get out and capture some of the magic. Thank you for being a beautiful soul…xoxo

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