The Spider Speaks

I walked out to my car which was parked in between two very bristly bushes…why would I back my car up in that spot? There was also a large spider web in front of my car but it wasn’t really my car. I knew I had to remove the web to get past it but the spiders were extra creepy. I have never seen spiders like this and was not surprised when the mom slid down the web. She was huge and I knew when I reached out my hand that she was going to bite me…I did it anyway. She opened her fangs and latched on to my ring…there was a struggle and I woke up.

I get it… I’m nervous about having a car payment again…especially one that is more than the agreed upon price. But whatever…that’s the new game the 1% is playing. Last year it was the housing market and now it’s the car market. Did I put myself in a prickly position by buying a new car? I hope not! The spider will not be silent. She shows up dream after dream so today I’m listening and I’m here…weaving my web.

Is anyone still out there? I mean the people from 13 months ago…are any of us still here? I know Amy from still posts but other than that I have been pretty absent. I guess I’m going to have to reacquaint myself with this space since it turns out I’m staying, by direct order of the spider.

So much has happened since my last post….the most important is discovering my love of the photography of abandoned spaces. This year I won my first award at an art show and had two pieces hang in an actual museum for a few weeks!!!! I traveled to Michigan and Tennessee and am still amazed at how much I loved Lake Michigan…if it wasn’t for all of that snow, I might be there now.

I also discovered foraging and it seems to bridge my love of herbs and flowers in a new way. I never leave home without my camera, my clippers and a small shovel. My basement is full of flower essences, herbal infused oils, and tinctures. I have many, many things to say about all of this but not all at once.

I had to walk away last year…it was too much. Too much vaxx bullshit and I can’t even believe it’s still an issue today. As a person who has been sending out resumes….trust me, it’s still a thing. Not sure why? I’m not going down that path because …just because.

I was lost for so long after I stopped blogging but I couldn’t post, I just couldn’t. Now I’m back, it’s not my job to wake people up…it took a long time to realize that one. I can’t make you see what you aren’t ready to see and my energy is too valuable to try.

I’m on vacation next week so it seems like the perfect time to try and get back into the rhythm of blogging….Zia



About dragonflyzia

I am just a woman finally accepting that I was never meant to be in the box. I don't fit into any stereotypes, please don't try and label me, that doesn't work either. I am embracing my uniqueness in ways that are new and challenging to me, so that I may continue to grow and never stop learning.
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10 Responses to The Spider Speaks

  1. AmyRose🌹 says:

    ZIA!!! You are back!!! I’ll come by later …. WELCOME, dear friend!! xo

  2. AmyRose🌹 says:

    Oh, Zia! How good it is to have you back. Spider means mastering creation. IMO that is exactly what you are doing. Congratulations on your two pictures! You deserve every success. We’ve all changed and those in the know are pursuing expansion of our lives. Yes I too have learned it is not my responsibility to wake others up. We who are now free of the matrix had to go through the depths of hell in order to experience truth, light, love, and creation. Pat yourself on the back as you continue separating yourself from the murky matrix. Sending you so much love! Xo

    • dragonflyzia says:

      Such beautiful words my friend ❤️. Yes, it has been hard and I’ve never stood stronger in my convictions than I do now. Thank you for always supporting me my friend. Sending much love to you too! Xoxo

      • AmyRose🌹 says:

        Zia, always always I support you. We all require feedback and support for it is no longer possible to do this journey alone. Our friendship and love make a big glowing candle appear in this world and that light contributes with the movement to eliminate evil. How awesome is that? SMILE!!

  3. Welcome back. Wishing you much success with your return.

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