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War With Myself

I sure as heck didn’t see my day ending like this…. I can’t do it anymore. They say that getting older and quitting smoking are both good for you….how come no one told self esteem that? I have never had … Continue reading

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The Weight of Heavy

Yesterday was a very bad closet day. I think I might have even worn the same thing last night that I did to book club last month. Sadly even that was uncomfortable. Normally with the LuLaRoe stuff I’m all soft … Continue reading

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The Time is Now!

You know how it is….you go on and on about the same thing day after day. Some days you try this and some days you try that, but you never fully commit….and yet you go on and on.  Whine, whine, … Continue reading

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My Biggest Enemy

My biggest enemy is obviously myself. It’s weird though….the older I get the more I project self assurance…..even though that’s not what I see in the mirror. I think it is because I am so much more aware of who … Continue reading

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Irrational and Hormonal Woman

How much of what we feel when we are hormonal and suffering from PMS is true? What is irrational and what is buried truth? My day started just as every other work day does, until I decided what I wanted … Continue reading

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Safe and Sound……and Fat?

My daughter is home safe and sound and I survived!  Check out my sparkly souvenir……..I like old keys, what else can I say?  I think it will look perfect on a denim jacket. My first thought this morning was “she … Continue reading

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I Am Stronger Than the Cigarette

The horrible gross smell of cigarettes in just the right wind can smell absolutely yummy.  It has been five months and three days since my last smokey treat and I still miss it every day. I miss being skinny and … Continue reading

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Bad to the Bone Body Image

Who decides what size is right? The above picture is of Venus, Goddess of Love. Does she look like a stick figure to you? I am having a really hard time with my weight gain. Funny thing is….when I was … Continue reading

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In The Moment

Staying in the moment is one of those pesky little life lessons that I am always working on.  I tend to panic and what if myself into a frenzy.  In the last week I gained 4lbs, I can’t even look … Continue reading

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I’ve Fallen and I Can’t Get Up

You win some, you lose some.  I lost round one, and I don’t do so well with failure.  For two and a half months I was on the electric cigarette, last week I fell off the wagon.  There are a … Continue reading

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